Not a suicide note Lyrics

This is not a suicide note

It's a celebration

This is not a suicide note

It's a celebration

This is not a suicide note

It's a celebration

This is not a suicide note it's a celebration

Wearing all black maybe there is a funeral

I'll love to spend some time with you

I'll like to be alone too

I love that I am alive

But I wish I wasn't born too

Hoping this will this will end soon

Hoping God will come soon

imagine being the one they're killing

And they have the nerve to blame you

Been giving it my all

But they still asking for more dude

I heard in Coca Cola

They actually use to put coke

No wonder our grandparent

Use to think it was real dope

They made you hate life

And do u even wanna live life

I am in the level of my life

Where I wish I could skip

There is some stories of my like

That I rather not keep

There is some people in my life

That I wish I didn't meet

There is some people in my life

That I wish I could bring back

I see them in my dream

And I really wanna dream back

This is not a suicide note

It's a celebration

This is not a suicide note

It's a celebration

This is not a suicide note

It's a celebration

After bad decision

I was hoping for a clean slate

Hoping for a retake

Try to erase my mistakes

But I'm being punish

For being in the wrong place

With the wrong people

Who are all fake

Human being with no faith

They said they love me

But it was all fake

Thought we were friends

But they stab on my back friends

I took it

And ate it like a cupcake

She doesn't like me

And I'm tired of my life

She broke up with me

And I'm tired of my life

I lost family

And I'm tired of my life

I got no friends

And I'm tired of my life

I failed all my exams

And I'm tired of my life

I can't pay my bills

And I'm tired of my life

I keep being bullied

And I'm tired of my life

I can't be like them

And I'm tired of my life

I'm not feeling good

And I'm tired of my life

My car broke

And i'm tired of my life

I work all the time

And I'm tired of my life

I should end it here

Not even say goodbye.

This is not a suicide note

It's a celebration

This is not a suicide note

It's a celebration

This is not a suicide note

It's a celebration