Livin But I Ain't Alive Lyrics

I love you so

Don't tell me you don't know

I'll take it slow

Take my hand and don't let go

It's like I'm livin' but I ain't alive

I see your face pop out my phone remind me of your lies

I gave my heart, I gave my trust, I gave you more than time

I hate myself, I made you cry, look in your ocean eyes

I take a ten, pour up a six and get behind the wheel

Why I keep thinkin' bout your love, why I keep poppin' pills

I'm ridin' round it's three AM, tryna find sum' to kill

Pop out fresh to death I rap bout' shit that make you feel

I want a Benz in the driveway, I want my mama out that job

How the fuck am I gon' buy the world if I'm behind them bars

How the fuck am I gon' love when I'm still patchin' up my scars

What it take to leave this world like fuck the moon, drop me on Mars

I don't want love no more

Take another 30, now the perky got me stuck oh no

Excuse me God, will you forgive me, take the devil off my shoulder

I hate to say it but my lil' brother be gettin' old

He don't gotta work, no job, he don't gotta jugg and rob

He don't gotta feel the pain I felt when I only had God

Who the fuck gon' take your spot, fuck the opps, let bodies drop

I don't want you baby, I just want my pocket stuffed with knots

I just need me a hug, I just need me some drugs

I just need another bitch to show me how to be loved

I don't wanna scare you, she gon' ask why I ride round with a gun

Why I got more money than him, why don't you ride with a thug

It's more than life than stayin' here and postin' up in the field

I know I fucked up more than once, I had you rollin' in tears

I wipe them off and say I'm sorry, hate myself in the mirror

What more I gotta do to show I understand how you feel

Now I can't text you so I make a song

I try to take a break, I know I lied can't leave you alone

You got me prayin', askin' God to go and right my wrongs

How Ima love since a lil baby been in broken homes

It's 12 a.m. and I'm stressin', I cannot get you off my mind

It's to the point I pour up drank and don't even go and read the lines

I reminisce and sip this drank like fuck the world, it's gon' be fine

I gave up more than once, it's hard to win when no one on your side

It's like I'm livin' but I ain't alive

I see your face pop out my phone remind me of your lies

I gave my heart, I gave my trust, I gave you more than time

I hate myself, I made you cry, look in your ocean eyes

I take a 10, pour up a 6 and get behind the wheel

Why I keep thinkin' bout your love, why I keep poppin' pills

I'm ridin' around its 3am tryna find something to kill

I pop off fresh to death, I rap bout' shit that make you feel

Let it go, I love you so

Don't tell me you don't know

I'll take it slow

Take my hand and just let it go

I love you so

Don't tell me you don't know

I'll take it slow

Take my hand and just let it go