Hate Me Lyrics

This may come

This may come as some surprise

But I miss you

I could see through

All of your lies

But still I miss you

He takes her love

But it doesn't feel like mine

He tastes her kiss

Her kisses are not mine

They are not mine

I got regrets

The shit that you holding against me in present, I'm tripping, I ain't over it yet

Ion know where my head was at thinking that I could just walk up and down you I guess

I could make an excuse, shit I was just stupid, and stuck in my youth and depressed

It's okay we don't have to be fractions of friends

Just know that I got some regrets

And Dear Mama

I know I make you worry, but I made you a promise

Everything is gonna be okay, okay maybe not today, but there is still another day tomorrow

Lord knows I don't always treat you the best

I don't mean it, I am just conceited

You are the most Important woman I've met

I love you, and thank you for giving me breath

Shit I didn't always use it the best,

Fighting with people and using them,

Throwing insults and degrading shit out at the top of my breath

Yea

But I learned from all of that

Maybe that's why they won't follow back

Maybe that's why they don't care, or support my dollar stacked dreams

Focused on making that cream, the one that I had like since I was 13, I'm calling back

I wish I ain't made no receipts, reps

Wish I ain't met nicotine, yes

Cause I need it so I don't be stressed

I'm wishing that I had no regrets

But they make me me

My imperfections are driving me crazy

Insecurities eat me on the daily

Man I hope they don't hate me

Man I hope they don't hate me

God damn I'm sorry to everybody I hurt

Been struggling, since back in 6th grade

I had some demons I wasn't understanding at first

If I'd have had my time back I'da told you I love you

In hopes that you wouldn't be stranded in dirt

Feeling abandoned and worthless before you died, homie fly high, I'm making this practice shit perfect

Cause after all you were my biggest support at the time

Telling me what did and what didn't rhyme

A part of my heart is left back in grade 9

You was the one that greenlit .45

I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you

I'm sorry you felt I ain't care for you

I'm sorry you ain't got to see what this beautiful thing we call life had prepared for you

I hope you don't hate me

I wish I could speak to you just one more time

To tell you that you the one helping me make it

Your life ain't deserve to be taken from you

You're my ambition to keep this shit going

And to be grateful for every moment

I'm gonna make it, and I'm gonna show 'em

I'mma reach greatness, do it for Noah