when i die Lyrics

Self inflicted trauma

I cant put up with the bullshit around me

I'm not one to wanna deal with all the drama

I just wanna be alone in the tall trees

Burying the old me

I wanna see an old me

I was young back then

I just hope you know im sorry

I hope you know im sorry

Drowning in all my vices

And all you're advice ain't shit

Cause you don't know what i know

So when i die

There'll be nothing to figure out

Cause i'll be fine

Yeah i'll be fine

Death before dishonour

I've betrayed myself

Should be dead by now

Done some things that ain't proud of

I don't think that i might ever come down

Waking up on the pavement

Hoping i'll make it on wing and a prayer

How much more can i take of this shit

How much further can I sink

Into the depths of the waters

And losing you's the hardest part of all

Drowning in all my vices

And all you're advice ain't shit

Cause you don't know what i know

So when i die

There'll be nothing to figure out

Cause i'll be fine

Yeah i'll be fine