Autumn Lyrics

I've made some mistakes in my life that I'm not really sure how to make peace with

I've messed up so many times that I started to drift away

I just felt numb when Mom said it's not your fault

But my gut said "Hayden you're to blame for it all"

When I fell down I just kept falling till I hit the bottom

And I'm hell bound cause I don't know when I last felt the autumn in my life

I don't feel it like I used to

I couldn't feel it anymore so I think that God sent you

Before I had you I had her

and that love went over my head

It went by in a blur

If I'd just stopped to smell the roses I wouldn't be at my lowest

Picking me up isn't something you had to do

But you did it anyway

When I fell down I just kept falling till I hit the bottom

And I'm hell bound cause I don't know when I last felt the autumn in my life

I don't feel it like I used to

I couldn't feel it anymore so I think that God sent you

Now when I fall down you're always there picking me up right off the ground

And I'm heaven bound cause I got your hand to hold

And you'll guide me to the end

You're always in my head

Even when you go

Oh mother you can rest now, take a bow

Cause I feel the autumn now