Testimony Lyrics

Ayy, it started out right in the womb Yeah, It sound crazy, but I passed

I was in my momma's stomach when that Semi made her crash

In her thoughts, her baby died, so all her feelings was unmatched

Know that trauma gon' hit deep if she can't never get me back

In the hospital, she cried, and not because all of her pain

It's cause my heart was never beating, doctor said I could be saved

And my momma couldn't think of nothing better, so she prayed

Out of no where I was breathing, God showed up and made a way

True story, I'm a miracle child

They like, Kijan was in the world

And now he's spiritual now

Glorifying God, but all my friends

Say they ain't feeling me now

It's kinda crazy cause they always tryna figure me out

Yeah, see I grew up in church, my momma raised me there

But I ain't never listen

Parents got divorced right as a kid so I lost plenty feelings

Tell me why I always felt alone

When I got plenty siblings

The devil really tried so bad with all this pain, to made me feel it

Yeah, I was a bad kid in school

I ain't never had no passion for rules I was always moving fast

I was steady tryna blast me a tool

Was a jit that stayed in class with them blues

But I could never let my past kill my mood

Then I moved to Atlanta, I was with the wrong ones

Smoking weed and drinking Hennessy from day to no sun

I thought that hooping was my dream till it became no fun

Then I start rapping bout the sex and the guns

Tell me how bad does it feel when they hating on you

Tell me how bad does it feel when they wanting you to die

Or when you love somebody bad and then they trade up on you

How can I believe this real when they don't care about when I cry

I was mentally hurt but I couldn't just fix up my mind

Swear my soul was just bleeding from all the times it was tied

Suicide was like creeping up on me, I told it bye

I was starting to feel hopeless so I brought God on my side

And I can never look back, I know where I stand now

Steady keeping God first, I'm seeking his hand now

Fill me up with blessings, I don't ever need no handout

I ain't gon' lie, I feel like Jesus Christ my only friend now