Feel Alive Lyrics

I've been driving now for like 600 miles

Can't get to sleep, 140 on the speed dial

Claustrophobia and I'm forcing another smile

And I don't wanna leave, but some thing's forcing me out

Nobody listening, louder I scream, louder I shout

I can't get the words out

Can't get the words out, I think it's best you leave now

Gotta put yourself first, guess I never knew how

Hotboxing the vehicle I'm lost in a smoke cloud

Big fish in a small pond, I was swimming round and round

Faded with the homies, I was spinning round

I was riding round my town

It's like yin and yang I'm smiling but I still got a frown

And I talk to God like, everyday

He still hasn't made me fears go away

Daddy told me Jesus washed all my sins away

All this energy I won't let it go to waste

Stuck in a daydream and I'm caught in a daze

Said I'm fine, I swear it's a phase

To feel alive sometimes you need a little pain

That boy tried to play with the devil

Fuck the devil he ain't even on my level

Mamma told me that I'm special, mamma told me that I'm special

Daddy told me I'm a rebel, daddy told me I'm a rebel

Told me I need help I should call a reverend

Mary Jane over bottles, that's my preference

Gun violence in my head, Simth and Wesson

Fixed the hole in my head, cause I'm still hurting

Yeah I'm bleeding, coughing on the smoke, yeah I'm wheezing

Shitty thoughts that I'm feeling

Sweet dreams I've been dreaming

Glitter and the gold is gleaming

Sticking my head into the pillow I'm screaming

And I talk to God like, everyday

He still hasn't made my fears go away

Daddy told me Jesus washed all my sins away

All this energy I won't let it go to waste

Stuck in a daydream and I'm caught in a daze

Said I'm fine, I swear it's a phase

To feel alive sometimes you need a little pain

And I talk to to God like, everyday

He still hasn't made my fears go away

Daddy told me Jesus washed all my sins away

All this energy I won't let it go to waste

Stuck in a daydream and I'm caught in a daze

Said I'm fine, I swear it's a phase

To feel alive sometimes you need a little pain

You need a little pain

Can you hear the rain coming down on the window pane

Can you hear the rain

Can you feel the rain

Can you hear the rain coming down on my window pane