Lucky until I'm not ft. Prodspder Lyrics

(Spder, what?)

(Tears of Joy)

I can't sleep at night

You don't know how hard I fight

Seeing you is sad, oh

Maybe it's the right road

Yeah, I'm lucky until I'm not

When will my time run out

You don't know how hard I fought, oh

What's my meaning, I forgot

Can't keep storing all these thoughts

Like damn, I needa drop, woah

So I'm pulling up to the spot

Face a blunt, man, fuck a shot

Had to cut you out my life, so all them pictures, I done cropped

I fucking sacrificed a lot

To live my life, no distraught

On the fifth of the month, I'm at Sak's

You can't even fathom what I bought

I'm on the way to the tipity top

She givin me tipity top, and I'm up, yeah

Third degree on your mans

Then I'm framing you, i'm locking you up, yeah

He bleeding and crying like a little bitch

It must be his time of the month

They're like "why vicite a grinch?"

It's cuz he don't give no fuck

Eventually, I'll share my love

With the help, from heaven above

But for now, I'm feeling a little stuck

Whipping that hoe, all black jeep truck

Never sell my soul, but I know who would

Thank god, I'm not even linked up

With ya'll, cuz ya'll some scrubs

Unlucky people folded, and now they gone

Sometimes I don't notice, what's going on

Why you blowing up my phone

After that last text, I considered you gone

Rocking medusa, very rare stones

Never got the truth, so Ima go home

Working on my safety, something like Lone

I can't be your baby, so bitch get on

And as of lately, everyone thinking I'm crazy

In limbo, I'm fading

Everything changed, ever since I turned 18

Yeah, I'm lucky until I'm not

When will my time run out

You don't know how hard I fought, oh

What's my meaning, I forgot

Can't keep storing all these thoughts

Like damn, I needa drop, woah

So I'm pulling up to the spot

Face a blunt, man, fuck a shot

Had to cut you out my life, so all them pictures, I done cropped

I fucking sacrificed a lot

To live my life, no distraught

On the fifth of the month, I'm at Sak's

You can't even fathom what I bought

You don't know how I'm stepping, uh

Bitch I got on, Osiris

How I am not on the fly list

It's because I brought a whole zip of weed, and I told her hold on, to my bitch

You hitting my phone, I leave you on seen

Why is everyone so astonished

That I made it far, being honest

Yeah, I'm lucky until I'm not

When will my time run out

You don't know how hard I fought, oh

What's my meaning, I forgot

Can't keep storing all these thoughts

Like damn, I needa drop, woah