bedroom. part II Lyrics

Yesterday was the first day that I cried to my own song

Funny how you questioned it, it made me feel so wrong

Never could have guessed that we would take a road so long

Never really stressed it when I'm talking to my mum

I'm talking to my friends

But that all depends

On what I did and what you did and if we make amends

I'm talking to my dad and now we get along

His name is on my back so he can never do me wrong

This feeling in my stomach, I know it's from the stress

Cause everyone and everything just makes me second guess

My ex was taking pills so I said that she's a mess

I'm holding on to guilt from a city that I left

I run away a lot

I'm losing weight

My head is hot

I need to stop

I need to stop

I'm smoking too much pot

So my memory is shot

I need to stop

I need to stop

I need to stop

I need to stop

Yeah

I need to stop

I need to stop

I'm trying to get more sleep

I'm trying to get more work done

I'm trying to heal and speak my truth

I'm scared that that might hurt them

I'm trying to get what I need

To be a real fucking person

Took 20 years to realize I didn't find my purpose

I'm trying to help my people, but ain't nobody want to listen

So I'm out on stage trying to change the world while the sink fills up with dishes

I moved back to town so I could be with my brother

But these days I'm so quiet it seems like I don't bother

It seems like I don't want it

Maybe that's just the way it is

Then again it's a numbers game and I hate to say that he didn't win

I hate to say that things changed and it's not the same where we were kids

It's safe to say that I needed this

I run away a lot

I'm losing weight

My head is hot

I need to stop

I need to stop

I'm smoking too much pot

So my memory is shot

I need to stop, I need to stop

I need to stop, I need to stop

Yeah

I need to stop, I need to stop