Tired. Lyrics

The road that they were working on

For almost 18 months is finally open

I was driving by the other night and it made me

Think about all the other things that have changed

In that same amount of time

Too much self reflection

At a four way intersection

Made me cry (But I don't even wanna think about that now)

And I wish that I cared more about it

But lately I'm just tired

I spent too much time getting too upset

About the shit people said on the internet

And then I fell a little further into credit card debt

But that's, that's fine

You know behind all the nihilist cries for attention

There's people out there making real connections

With humanity's most perverse invention

Before it all goes to s#!+

For now I'll just keep dreaming

That someone might just hear me screaming

Into the void (But I don't even wanna think about that now)

And I wish that I cared more about it

But lately I'm just tired

You say "Men are trash!" and I honestly agree

But then you said it just a little too pointedly

For me to not think you were just referring to me

And that sucks

Because no matter how hard I tried to fight it

I'm still a man so when do I get

The bold and arrogant confidence

That I'm supposed to have?

So now it's only fitting

That the seasonal is hitting even worse (But I don't even wanna think about that now)

And I wish that I cared more about it

But lately I'm just tired

I wish I was scared

But I just don't care

You know, the cruelest thing that a person can say is

"That's just the way I am, and I'm not gonna change

So you better get used to the way it feels around me"

And so the hardest lesson that I ever learned

Is that sometimes bridges need to get burned

'Cause I'm so much more than what you thought you heard about me

I'm so much more than what you thought you heard about me

I'm so much more than what you thought you heard about me

Sometimes I need to be alone for a couple of days

But the way you held me when I got off stage

Made me think that maybe everything'll be okay

And that's all I really need

Because I finally found myself a circle of friends

Who taught me life is more important than the way that you spend

All your time and your money as a means to an end

And I wish I knew that then

The rain will keep on falling

I'll make plans, but I'll still be stalling like before

But I don't even wanna think about that now

And I wish that I cared more about it

But lately I'm just tired