Lose You Alone Lyrics

If I can't hide hating seeing them happy

Maybe I just shouldn't be around

I'll try to bring down the plane

I'll try to steer them away

I'll try to keep them down

And they deserve to scream from rooftops

Without making sure their friend won't jump

So I'll skip all the farewells

And leave down the stairwell

And hope they don't care where I've gone

I'll lose you alone

Just like I had you

I'll keep it at home

So they don't need to worry about it

I loved you in ways that nobody knows

And now I need to lose you alone

If I kept you locked up then it's my fault

To them you're just another face

But I don't need condolences

From those who don't know how

Your hand feels on their waist

And I know I should leave

I'm just making a scene

If I can't take how they're looking at me

I'll lose you alone

Just like I had you

I'll keep it at home

So they don't need to worry about it

I loved you in ways that nobody knows

And now I need to lose you alone

I'll go back to my room

And waste another afternoon

Cry myself to exhaustion

Fall asleep in my jeans

Kiss you back in my dreams

Wake up thinking you love me

Still