Shadow of Myself Lyrics

Memories they are all but forgotten

My hope once held were replaced

With this desperation

Grasping for what is left

My dreams and convictions

But now they're all gone

Feelings - I have lost all my feelings

I've grown desensitized

A man who needs healing

When you look into my eyes

Can you see the darkness within my soul

Promises come undone

I become a shadow of myself

Just another hanging on

I become a shadow of myself

Waking to exist in this nightmare

The bitterness of regret

Dulled by liquor and cigarettes

But this twisted has brought

Shadows of what could've been

Releasing my demons

Promises come undone

I become a shadow of myself

Just another hanging on

I become a shadow of myself

I see a slight resemblance

Through the haze of the cigarette smoke

I got a pocket full of dollars

And a heart like an artichoke

I'm facing time and I'm trying just to reconsider

Yes, I assaulted, but at least I didn't pull the trigger

It's all a phase in a mountain of dope

I'm still amazed - got a little of hope

Clashed inside like titans

It's all a phase in a mountain of dope

I'm still amazed - got a little of hope

Clashed inside like titans

Promises come undone

I become a shadow of myself

Just another hanging on

I become a shadow of myself