Stage Four Lyrics

I hear the words and feel their meaning

The weight loss, the encumbrance of grieving

Standing here surrounded by peers

They don't sink in or assuage my fears

I'm still so listless, completely effete

Resigned to my lack of solidarity

Open fire on me, I won't feel a thing

Hapless and helpless, I never seem to fucking change

I need to feel something real

To face the things I feel

A gnawing sore

A closing door

Time is running out for me

To become who I'm supposed to be

I need to feel something real

To face the things I feel

Find a way to move me

Push me up hill

Implacable feeling

Push past my will