Be Better Lyrics

I wonder when it was the last time I was hungry

And I ain't use my vices and sins to satiate my tummy

I'm barely walking around, just feeling like a mummy

You cry out for help, people thinking you so funny

You encourage the laughs, please embrace my ugly

Maybe I could finally keep a friend

If I'm feeling lucky, used to be the one people would come run to

Now they just looking at me like I'm run through

When I meet they gaze, I can only think of you

I get to talking about myself before I ever speak my truth

I tried to ask a girl to marry me

She said, boy, what you really need is just therapy

Man that buried me,

But it's not her fault

Women ain't the only one with daddy issues

Nigga, what the fuck is wrong with you

I can't wear my heart on my sleeve

Cause everybody gone leave

They leave anyway

What I need is more than pennies, bae

These thoughts in a vault, too expensive

You ain't finna pay, I don't care what you finna say

I try to say it first, maybe it would hurt less

Maybe it'd cause her to open her chest

And I don't have to focus on me

But if I can't open up, I'll be a hopeless MC

I hated watching you fall apart

You wasn't home much from the start

Or ever

False promises, bunch of empty forevers

Do you know what a conscience is

You so easy to sever

Connections like it's whatever

Man, you move like a feather

Where the wind blows you there

You must think you so clever

But you not

You not

See, it's easy to move like a CD

On one song, then the next skipping through

Please believe me

I don't know what that feeling?

To feel like people need me

If I ask for more

Wonder if they'll say I'm greedy

Dad's back, would you look at that

In and out of this track

Like my memories, in fact

I don't want this

But if I'ma be a good MC

I got to let the people see

This the real me

And he cried, and he cried

Cause you lied, cause you lied

Then you

Missing every single event

Voice messages left saying that you repent

I forgive you again

What else could I do but have faith

That you wouldn't lie straight to my face

Did you not care

I think it's easier to embrace

And leaves a better taste

All humans have problems, I've been told

But that saying grows old

Like milk on the counter

Guess I'm just like milk on the counter

How you feeling

I'm okay

Got no choice to be

I'll be better though

But I'll be better though

I'll be better though