Self Doubt At 7 Lyrics

Uh yeah slower ones look

This feels like waking up for your job and going to work

Knowing full well your heart is elsewhere you know it hurts

Wishing on a star that this is the one that's gonna work

Somethings gotta give and giving up just aint the word

In my vocabulary non believers believe that it's imaginary

96 baby grew up with a crush on Halle berry

Now girls all look the same there's nothing I aint had already

Still chasing Lizzy like I wish you'd just come back already

Used to fancy Meghan till she came now I ain't sure

Hate everything rich when you grow up being this poor

Still nervous when it's on me like i've not performed

My pops making jokes when were driving by the morgue

And I hate that sacrificed a lot of time I can't take back

My cousin just lost both I can seen it in his face fam

Family struggles like a cycle i'm trying to break that

I've been training like Rocky shit needs to change asap

Ay man way you've been moving its like a wasteman

Linking all these hoes when's the last time you touched stage fam?

We all like fun but it looks like you're trying to escape fam

If V was still here what do you think that he would say fam?

Fix up stand up straight get a fucking grip cuz

Self sabotage waste your chance now your shit's fucked

All emotions no accountability that's what a bitch does

Nigga where were from it ain't a guarantee you'll live cuz

Let me chill if anything i'm known for my composure

All it takes is one wrong move and then its game over

Same reason why i'm looking back over my shoulder

Like a photograph I don't need too much exposure

Just a little bit i'm deep in my bag like a pick and mix

I'm just trying flip words my mans trying to flip a brick

Jase used to be so nice now I don't give a shit

You ain't trying to grind with me this ain't nothing like pretty rick

My mistake is riding out for man who won't ride for me

Dedicating my time to the same people who don't have time for me

Expecting to get back what I give out oh how naive

I know gods looking down hoping I can see the irony

I used have two with me at all times ebony and ivory

Shinobi I was moving around the room so silently

Used to know them but I don't now I don't let on

In my inbox one message saying "did you hide from me?"

You're just somebody I used to know I ain't Gotye

I had to cut them off cause I know they ain't got Jay

I'm just trying to leave earth nothing or no one can stop Jay

Global warming even in winter i've seen some hot days

Even in the summer I've seen some man move the coldest

It's hopeless stick left the whole ends apart like Moses

Soul lift put him in the sky like a goal kick

I'm on the outside looking in even I'm just barely coping