Survivor's Guilt Lyrics

Passionate effort I put in these verses

Know I've been gone for a minute

I just been finding myself

Took a year off just to go and vent in a therapist chair

Told her that I hate my life and don't even know why I'm here

Feel like I upset so many people and don't even care

I done lost all of my feelings

Don't know the person I am

Cause a few years ago I had a smile now I don't even dare

What happened to me you ask

I don't even think that it's fair that I dump all my trauma on you dawg

And I often just stare at the ceiling waiting on the angel to help me get there

To heaven I go i'm on the road and I'm tryna repair

All of my relationships and really my family affairs

Tryna be the best son and brother I'm trying I am

Feeling like the only one that made it survivors remorse

Let there be another one of me to survive and make choices

To make their lives better mama proud have their city make noises

Cheering you to do better than ever

I'm cheering you on

I'm cheering you on

I'm cheering you on

Cheering you to do better than ever

I'm cheering you on

I'm cheering you on

I'm cheering you on

Cheering me to do better than ever

I'm cheering me on

I'm cheering me on

I'm cheering me on

Cheering me to do better than ever

I'm cheering me on

I'm cheering me on

I'm cheering me on

If I could go back to the good days

I used to walk to Douglas Park

Me and my nigga Godfrey

We would talk and we would catch a spark

We would talk about our dreams and goals

And how we gon' get the hoes

And how we gon' fuck the whole city up when our music blows

We had a plan was about to execute it all in '24

But my nigga got shot and killed and I don't know if I can keep on going

That nigga changed my life believed in me and now my heart is torn

You was supposed to be here with me bro you're gone I'm all alone

What's stopping you? What's in your way?

Have you sat down and took time to realize like what's in your way?

Have you sat down and made a plan for your future?

You only have now

The time is now you don't have tomorrow tomorrow's not guaranteed

You have today you only have every moment every second to get better so...

Cheering you to do better than ever

I'm cheering you on

I'm cheering you on

I'm cheering you on

Cheering you to do better than ever

I'm cheering you on

I'm cheering you on

I'm cheering you on

Cheering me to do better than ever

I'm cheering me on

I'm cheering me on

I'm cheering me on

Cheering me to do better than ever

I'm cheering me on

I'm cheering me on

I'm cheering me on