Soliloquy Lyrics

Does the buzzing ever seem to get too loud

After sacrificing dreams for intangible things?

All the fingernail nubs and pulled-out hair

Lets you know you're missing out on wedding rings

Yet, you still set out your clothes for your rerun days

And get your solid three hours of a good night's sleep

But it'll never quell the riots of your mental frays

Because you forged your own chains as a dopamine slave

Oh, so you're fine in your cage?

Complacent in the rain

Sense the finality

Soliloquy with no stage

It's just a matter of time

'Til a couple decades pass, patient, standing in line

Too late to procreate 'cause you lived like a child

Trying to stumble through your life like it's a free trial

Fuck that

Alright, one more time

You take a good, hard look at your blue-light screen

You ponder what these men are warning about but don't come clean

They tell you "Don't be a fool and don't flatter yourself

She says those pretty little nothings to every man she's seen"

Then you leer back at the dirty mirror

Messages you ignore suddenly come clear

Try to frantically brush away all the plaque

But the smile that you fake has a yellow veneer

Then you lay down with the forewarned nymph

She says with hot breath "We should fuck to this song"

A bed of a crypt

Everything just feels so wrong

"Why the smile? What's on your mind? Why did you laugh like that?"

TV static, can't feel a thing, didn't sign up for a chat

Beads of sweat, as bare as she was born

Every intimate thing is forlorn