All Alone In My Room <\3 Lyrics

All alone in my room, only time that I feel safe

Sometimes, it be feeling like I'm never gone find my place

I'm around all of these people who really don't understand my mind space

I start getting annoyed, then I say fuck everybody, my heart filled with hatred

Couple times I encountered death, I closed my eyes, I face it

Conversation with God, asking to change my life, I'm patiently waiting

So I start smoking to cope with emotion, I float in my bed, eyes dilated

I don't know when it's gone happen, or if it's ever gone happen, questioning, maybe it's later

I don't even wanna be here no more, to be honest

I die right now, then all these niggas keep posting my songs, all in my comments

But, while I'm here living, ain support, so don't pay me no homage

Tears falling on the keyboard, they typing words for me, I'm sobbing

I'm tryna find the words to say, like Hooked on Phonics

It's like I got so much built all in my head, so Imma be honest

Only reason, I don't let nobody close to me, I'm scared, decline it

Shutting lids, just being me inna dark, I'm cool being blinded, don't mind it

I'm sad about Kaeli, I wish we had worked, she was perfect for me

Then that same day, MinMin had texted me that it won't work, can't believe it

After I drop Kaeli off, I'm driving back ready to cry, play Days B4 III

Every time I put in effort for one of these hoes, I feel more empty

Another bitch I really liked and damn near love, we had started getting shifty

At first, I like her, then she said she liked me, then moved away, I'm incomplete

Why every time I be tryna show her that I like her she making me feel mistreated?

Then I told S that I love her and always will, she won't feel the same, I'm depleted

All alone in my room, only time that I feel safe

Sometimes, it be feeling like I'm never gone find my place

I'm around all these people who really don't understand my mind space

I start getting annoyed, say fuck everybody, my heart filled with hatred

Couple times I encountered death, I closed my eyes, I face it

Conversation with God, asking to change my life, I'm patiently waiting

So I start smoking to cope with emotion, I float in my bed, eyes dilated

I don't know when it's gone happen, or if it's ever gone happen, questioning, maybe it's later