IFear20 (Hxper Version) Lyrics

"I thought turning twenty would

Be something that makes me grow ,

But i know itll be just another number

In a vase world of experience

Its just another day closer to the maker ".

I'm scared to grow old

Think ima die alone

Falling in love

Is so much harder

Then id ever known

I'm missing peices

No one can see it

And even when i try to change

Is there a reason ?

I'm trynna be it

I'm trynna be big

Even its a fasade

Is it even worth keeping

I'm not at peace its

Just Always creeping

Id rather stay in the crowd

Where no one can see it

When its silent

I deal with the silence

And tempting contemplations

To try and not feel vacant

Id write these conversations

To make me feel okay

But the words

Are drawn out

And it dont have meaning now

When its silent

I deal with the silence

And tempting contemplations

To try and not feel vacant !

Id write these conversations

To make me feel okay -

But the words

Are drawn out …

And it dont have meaning now !

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