Scared of my pillow Lyrics

I've been struggling with sleep for a while now

And it's scary

I'm scared of my bedroom

I'm scared of my pillow

I'm scared of sunsets

But what scares me the most

Is that I might not be able

To go back to when I was not scared

I look inside for some light

As the sun goes down

I haven't slept for nights

I don't know how to let go

They say it gets better in time

But the more it goes

The more I fear next night

Alone scared of my pillow

Alone scared of my pillow

Alone scared of my pillow

I try to wake my dog up for a midnight run

But even her don't want to be awake at this time

So I get out to try to tire myself out

I feel my body falling apart

But as soon as I get in bed adrenaline's awaking

And I'm stuck in my head

Waiting for pills to kick in

I look inside for some light

As the sun goes down

I haven't slept for nights

I don't know how to let go

They say it gets better in time

But the more it goes

The more I fear next night

Alone scared of my pillow

Alone scared of my pillow

Alone scared of my pillow

Every time I've got in my room for the past year

I said to myself this is your safe place Phil

Even though I didn't believe a single word that I said

I have to fake it till I'm in peace with this bed

I also started figuring my fears and my breath

I'd blow them all away trough my open door

To close it right away so they can't come back anymore

Freeing myself every day a little more

I look inside for some light

As the sun goes down

I have slept last couple nights

I'm starting to let go

They say it gets better in time

And the more it goes

The less I fear next night

Alone scared of my pillow

Alone scared of my pillow

Alone scared of my pillow

Alone scared of my pillow

Alone sleeping on my pillow