Behind smiles and laughter Lyrics

I know I feel alone, I know I'm on my own, something's going on again

I know I'm on my own in the end, I've been feeling like there's not no demons in my head again

I don't even know what I really gotta do, but there's something wrong and it's fucking with me too

I don't even know, even know, but I let it rain, I've been feeling like there's not no death, I'm hiding all the pain

I'm hiding behind smiles and laughters, I am a disaster. I don't even know, but change just hold me down, feeling like these demons, they just surround

I've been trying to let you know that I'm trying to escape this pain, but all I feel is the pouring rain

My feelings are numb, like I got an hurricane in my system, feeling like I'm taking all these perks cause they're healing my brain

There's something going on and I know I'm sinking deep, I've been feeling like there's not no death, I'm feeling my own defeat

Help me get on my feet

I know I'm on my own in the end, I've been feeling like there's not no demons in my head again

I don't even know what I really gotta do, but there's something wrong and it's fucking with me too

I don't even know, even know, but I let it rain, I've been feeling like there's not no death, I'm hiding all the pain

Behind smiles and laughters, I am a disaster

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