Heaven or Hell Lyrics

Am I in heaven or am I in hell

The world two sided I can't ever tell

Left all the drama right back in my cell

Society hate that I'm doing so well

They don't want to see you shine

Still dealing with shit in my past

I just told her to give me time

Trying to get what's mine

I'll cut you off do the dash

I'll be waiting, just give me a sign

I'm on my way to the top

And they see me be working

So they trying to hitch a ride

All the effort I put in, I did on my own

I ain't giving no hand outs

I'd rather die

I ain't giving my plan out

Because I come from Jersey

You tell them your move, that's like suicide

I'm like tell me how

Everybody think that they a gangster

Go ahead and choose a side

Go and cut her off

I had to choose to stop

Got to run up racks

I can't loose the guap

I got up out the streets

Like, I've been choosing god

I had to lose the feelings

Because she do a lot

Ink my whole body

Because I got a story to tell

And some I already forgot

When I walk through the lobby

Forget that I made it through hell

I'm just trying to get to the top

It be test after test

Well I guess got to kick up a notch

After top, I'ma tell her kick rocks

Blow it all when I hit up the shops

And I make it all back

Coming in, it don't stop

Coming up never got no support

I dropped out of school

I ain't got no awards

Off my ass, like I got off the porch

I started hustling, got to get more

Like, go hit the block got to foil that

But I never found me no joy in that

That ain't who we are

She broke my heart

And I grew to a man from a boy with that

Heaven or hell, I can't tell them apart

I shine bright like a light in the dark

All these distractions are making it hard

God on my side, so I'm making it far

Your mind could make heaven of hell

Or hell out of heaven

However you look at it, gonna be a lesson

Before I leave earth

I'ma leave an impression

Anxiety kicking, I beat the depression

Like I'm trying to make it out

It's an obsession

(Yeah)

(Like, I'm trying to make it out)

(It's an obsession)

Am I in heaven or am I in hell

The world two sided I can't ever tell

Left all the drama right back in my cell

Society hate that I'm doing so well

They don't want to see you shine

Still dealing with shit in my past

I just told her to give me time

Trying to get what's mine

I'll cut you off do the dash

I'll be waiting, just give me a sign