Only God Knows Lyrics

So much weight on me sometimes I feel like crashing out

Overdosing on this pain, these drugs ain't working out

Love I had for niggas changed, no one stuck around

I remember my first stripe, I gotta couple now

I remember gambling on my life, I had to double down

We was wipin niggas noses, had to snuff em down

Lived wit that karma, how it came around

Had to hustle til the sun go down

Been dead broke, I wanted mo

All the people kicked me down, I wanted smoke

I lost so much love and hope

Swear that you don't know the feeling when you dealing wit so much

It feel like every breath, you just more on your own

Swear it turned me cold

Some my day one niggas folded

Went against the code

Neva switched up on the bros

I was in the sandbox, wit niggas that done did me wrong

I done gave my last out, that damn near put me in a hole

I done did so much, that only God knows

I done did so much, that only God knows

I be off the pressure baby, God knows

I be toting weapons baby, God knows

Walk wit faith, I keep my eyes closed

Drag my name all thru the dirt, I took the high road

Dese problems, keep on weighing down and they just pile on

Devil keep tryna block blessings, I just smiled on

So many ways to go

Gotta watch the ones that's close

Niggas play like they the homie, but can't wait to pick you off

Off no sleep, I'm nodding off

Niggas tried to double cross

How the fuck you say you family, and I caught you runnin off

Now I can't trust nobody

If I seen em, I walk past em like they nobody

Kept my eyes up on the road, I been road runnin

Got nothing to prove to niggas, I don't owe nothin

They too broke to show sumn

I done did so much, that only God knows

I done did so much, that only God knows

I be off the pressure baby, God knows

I be toting weapons baby, God knows

I done did so much, that only God knows

I done did so much, that only God knows

I be off the pressure baby, God knows

I be toting weapons baby, God knows