Ruthless and unforgiving

My peace of mind is your cost of living

Feel like I lost my vision

Childhood is not so vivid

Like my life ain't start till double digits

Like my innocence was always fictitious

Lullabies of divorce with no volition

This sound like blood in the kitchen

Little eyes witness smitten

Little lies just to fit in

Many loved ones sinning, lost in Kendrick pool swimming

Trynna drown their contrition

God spared their soul from perdition

I'm proof, struggle breed ambition

I never ask for permission

I can't be forced to submission

I'm on top, superposition

And I stay winning cause I'm gifted, twisted, and driven

I'm not enough is what I've been believing

But all that self-hate I'm releasing

Cause I found the pain in healing

Before the joy of feeling

Love

I'm trynna be better

But I swear these niggas testing me

They can't be no better so they gotta be obsessed with me

Look, I think my past self got the best of me

Maybe all that shit last year

Was her stealing the rest of me

YLC, finna be an LLC

I love my family

I live my life gratefully

Ancestors impressed with me

So they keep on blessing me

Ain't no niggas stressing me

Ain't no bitch checking me

NAZAR the HBIC

I am enough is what I've been believing

Cause all that self-hate I'm releasing

Cause I found the pain

Before the joy of feeling

Love