Voice Memo #1 Lyrics

You know, I did more

You know, I

I put in a little too much work

For you to throw it away

Yeah, huh

I've been stressing heavy, 'bout the things I couldn't give to you

All I knew is what I did and what I couldn't do

All of my demons tell me I should crawl right back to you

I know it's fallacy, indoctrinated love instilled

Like what I choose to know you, if I knew back then

What I'd have to go through, just in all to be your friend?

All this heartache, all this headache, pills

Couldn't save me from just crashing, still

I hold you high up like an artist holds his passion, still

That picture faded, it's my eulogy, your recent kill

The poison to what happiness could feel

Strike me dead, if I said you wasn't more to me

Than what I was to you, I guess that's what it had to be

Putting work, when all my checks is short

You putting less and getting more

What you stressing for?

Run your life, like you the only one worth crashing for

Tell me, loving is a blessing and I should explore

Found my home inside of endless emotion

It's heavy hoping

Masking emptiness with coping

It's what I did and what I does

Hopeless love is what you was

Poured all I had, 'till I had none

Gave my all and you choose to run

I guess, to you that's fun

All of these sleepless nights in my confine

Dread and solitude inside my mind

Whenever thinking of you, I reside

To my lonely life, is where I hide

In denial, full of blinded pride

Was me or was it you? No I can't decide

All these feelings, that we choose to hide

I was hoping it was you and I

But, you'll forever be my nullified

Yeah, man

Just forget it, man

It's whatever