Hollow Lyrics

And I know I'm asking a lot

But I thought I'd give it a shot

I wish to be everything that I'm not

Cause this ain't working

And I loathe these cards I've been dealt

I'd place my bets on anyone else

My whole life, guess I've always felt

Like this aint worth it

If I could rearrange the stars

Choose to leave them where they are

Maybe then I wouldn't feel so hollow

If I could live a hundred lives

And choose this every single time

Maybe then I wouldn't feel so hollow

Yet I keep denying myself

Store my heart in a jar on a shelf

A cheap imitation of somebody else

Cause they seem so perfect

It's impossible for me

To amount to anything

Why is this what I had to be?

No, I'm not worth it

I'm not worth it

I'm not worth it

I'm not worth it

Give me reason to believe

That this is who I have to be

If I could rearrange the stars

Choose to leave them where they are

Maybe then I wouldn't feel so hollow

If I could live a hundred lives

And choose this every single time

Maybe then I wouldn't feel so hollow

This is not how I thought it'd be

No I'm not who I thought I'd be

I feel so hollow

This is not how I thought it'd be

No I'm not who I thought I'd be

I feel so hollow