Beautiful Death Lyrics

Living life so delusional

I've been drifting far from the usual

Feel like I can't breathe, I need albuterol

I've been doing drugs to get through it all

Who knew that death could be so beautiful

We're living in a hopeless void

An ending that we can't avoid

Beautiful death, what a beautiful death

Beautiful death, what a beautiful death

Lately I believe my thoughts a lot more

Life's a living hell, I'm at the gates at the top floor

If I descend, will the devil open up the door

Sippin' 1942, it's like I'm bout to go to war

Fighting genocidal evil urges like a world war

Life's only living if you have something to die for

Paint me a mural of the years you fought a lot for

But now it's rotten and the paints pealing away

Life's a living art piece as the end of the day ,

Body fading into flowers as my eyes start to decay

Memories so beautiful as they all fade away

One year closer to death and all I see is rage

And I don't understand, girl, why did you walk away

And I don't know why my dad worked so hard to dig his grave

I've been sipping wickedness, my liver's turning grey

My body turning black and my soul starts to decay

Beautiful death

What a beautiful death

What a beautiful death

What a beautiful death

I think I'm letting go of life

Darkness is what I feel inside

Unholiness I try to hide

Ever since all my love ones died

I think I'm tired of living life

Fuck it to hell at least I tried

When Ashton died all I did was cry

I felt pain inside

Living life so delusional

I been drifting far from from the usual

Feel like I can't breathe, I need albuterol

I've been doing drugs to get through it all

It's like it doesn't even matter what I do

I just end up going in circles

Like but fuck it

Rockstar lifestyle might not