Christina...Ego Lyrics

Woke up this morning

You on my mind

I know what I'm holding

Just ain't right

A tight grip on waiting

On a call that will never come

Got me debating

All my pride

There are a million things I'm assuming

A billion things I'm accusing you of

Am I right or wrong

To many things I'd be loosing

Of all the things that iIm choosing

It's just my ego

I don't wanna let go but

My ego is stuck

Time gone have to heal this one

I don't wanna lose you

I Refuse to keep

Showing up alone

Its getting kind of old

It's all an illusion

When I try not to care

It's all really killing me

And it don't seem fair

I tight grip on nothing

Can't let go

Of this pain that I feel

When one conversation

Can help me heal

There are a million things I'm assuming

A billion things I'm accusing you of

Am I right or wrong

To many things id be loosing

Of all the things that I'm choosing

It's just my ego

I don't wanna let go but

My ego is stuck

Time gone have to heal this one

I don't wanna lose you

I Refuse to keep

Showing up alone

Its getting kind of old

You know me better than anybody

Who knows me

My secret keeper

The one who always consoles me

Im not mad I'm just hurt

Mostly because your right

Embarrassed by the parts you see in me I try to hide

Not many people can get to me the way you do

Its just you love me enough to tell me the truth

I don't wanna let go but

My ego is stuck

Time gone have to heal this one

I don't wanna lose you

I Refuse to keep

Showing up alone

It's getting kind of old