do you feel alive now? Lyrics

Three days in that cage, over this phase, out of my head

The Sicilian, feelin' brilliant, so I'm playin' my defense

And you're callin', cause I'm stallin', but I'm hangin' by a thread

Catch a glimpse here of me now, no more to be said

Make it make some sense

I've been goin' off the deep end

Every single night, look up in the sky, yea

Can't escape it now, happens every time, yea

Feel it comin' down, couldn't tell you why, and

At night, you know it's all that I'm thinkin'

I've been sleepin' less, mind is runnin' wild now

Bottle in the hand, vision goin' dry

How could I let it go?

Will this ever die down?

Like always fine, but

Do you feel alive now?

You know I wake up in the morning

And the feelin', it controls me

Like the camera, it's been rollin'

Could you strip this from my chest?

Who would catch me if I'm fallin'

Who would pick up if I'm callin'?

Who would know me if I'm lost and

Could I wipe these old regrets?

Who would catch me if I'm fallin'

Who would pick up if I'm callin'?

Eight miles from the falls, yea

That's all I wanted

But we're in Boston

I feel it stalling

Gets so exhausting

Stop and it feels like

Every single night, look up in the sky, yea

Can't escape it now, happens every time, yea

Feel it comin' down, couldn't tell you why, and

At night, at night, it's all I'm thinkin'

I've been sleepin' less, mind is runnin' wild, yea

Buildin' me a cage, I been doin' time in,

Wanna let it go, but I'm still deciding

Do we feel alive now?

Will we survive this?

Where'd you go so fast?

Why'd you leave so soon?