someone else's eyes Lyrics

You've been acting a bit different lately

Used to call me your Angel, now you don't even call me

Waiting up on the weekends hoping you'd show up at my door

"I'm tired and I'm drunk, and I know we won't fuck"

So I think I'll take the floor

Called my friend and she asked me

"Are you in love still?

Called my mom and my dad and they told me

"First love kills"

I don't think I know you anymore

I drink 'till the bottle hits the floor

Even sober, I don't recognize the person in my photos

Those eyes aren't the same ones I called home

I stopped crying cause I realized today

That the pain of you leaving hurts less than the pain of begging you to stay

Losing sleep on weekends wondering if I should speak my mind

But I know I'm too much, still somehow not enough

So I tell you I am fine

Called my friend and she asked me how I've been doing

I dont mean to be honest

But I've been going through it

I dont think I love you anymore

I've spent weeks now crying on my floor

Even through the tears, I dont know who I'm seeing in the photos

Those eyes aren't the same ones I called home