Traumatized (Remastered) Lyrics

I held on for far too long

I fell for your siren's song

She took my heart and left me to die

Don't know where to start, forgot how to cry

I though I was smart, I thought I'd survive

Was hopin' your light would stay up in the sky

Then it all fell down it's broken now

I got a brand new sound, she'll want to write her vows

When she hears this she will see what she did

She's brought out the man and broken the kid

I'm weary, I been losin' my mids

The highs and the lows have shut off the grid

It's easy for you to say

Cuz you're doin' fine, you're doin' okay

I'm losin' my mind, I'm catchin' a fade

I'm snoozin' 'til five and then skippin' the day

She thinks she can run away

Find a new man without takin' a break

Two can play that game my shawty my bae

It's weird havin' all this fuckin' space

She said she got him now, I cannot win now, I cannot change her mind

Thought she could leave me in limbo and say that she's single while fuckin' me all the time

Thought it was gon' be simple, but she gettin' pimples cuz she hearin' all my rhymes

Lookin' in through my window, stalk like a pinto, tryna get on my line

Walk around, walk around town with a bad bitch

She want my, she want my, uh, she can have it

You don't get shit no more, girl you're plastic

Fake as shit talkin' behind their backs it's

Fucked up, baby you fucked up

Coulda had a star but you're stuck with a sucka

Coulda had cars when my like finally comes up

Shootin' that lightning, I'll be the thunder

I'll be the Asta, I don't take Noelles

I'll be the rasta rollin' up big bills

Cookin like pasta, pickin' up seashells

Give em' to shawty, she got that sweet smell

I ain't singin' it softly like a sunrise

You can go fuck around with your new guys

Yeah I don't play fuckin hockey, that's your type

Shoulda known that would be the thing that would compromise me in your eyes

I guess I'm a loser, I guess I'm a fool

I'll down a few shooters and jump in the pool

My baby will save me she knows you were cruel

She understands I just got used like a tool

She understands that I'm not back at my best

She knows that I'm tryin' she knows that I'm stressed

She sees how you're callin' me makin' a mess

She's holdin' me close soaked my tears in her chest

Baby I'm traumatized by your games and lies

Girl I cried my eyes out a thousand times

Now I've found my lifeline, a gold skyline

But what happened last night left me traumatized

(Left me traumatized)