Square Past Lyrics

I've been killing monsters in the monsters lair

Psychopaths and tyrants just a taste of my fare

Pulling down the walls standing tall in my brain

Hope I pierce the center before I die all again

Drinkin' till its gone and my minds gone too

Haven't been too happy lately neither have you

Trying to find the spark in your stone cold eyes

Like looking for a wishing star in pitch black skies

But maybe

The world as we know its going crazy

Maybe were just learning how to stay here

Trying to find the circles in our square fears

You've been exercising trying to build up your form

Reading books in cyberspace, comparing the norms

Calling into question everything that you've known

And keeping your 3 boys every time its your turn

Fucking till its gone and your minds gone too

Haven't been too public lately, neither have you

Wondering what you'll find when your 5 years in

I don't really understand whats in all of that skin for you

But maybe

The world as we know its saying lately

That everything's an artifact and wont last

Trying to find the circles in our square past

You've been feeling lonely and that female call

Holding babies got you thinkin' you'd be a mom

Got the call from friends wanting kids so bad

Said you'd lend them your womb, thinking this is mad

Feeling till its gone and your minds gone too

Haven't been to honest lately, neither have you

Complications came it was your life or theirs

Floating down a river made of rattle-shaped tears

But maybe

The world as we know its getting hasty

The love you want to show its got to be found

Trying to find the circles in the ultrasound