RETRIBUTION Lyrics

I don't get it, why these demons hate me

I admit it, life been gettin' hazy

Everyday I'm waking up, feels like the same thing

But still I'm headed towards the money for the taking

Feel like I'm born in this world to be the one they hate

They think I'm stupid, I observe everything that they say

My family lookin, they concerned with the music I make

Behind the lyrics I'm disturbed with the drugs that I take

I hope you feeling my pain, I know I wasn't a saint

I've been way too scared to change, I'm the only one to blame

Tryna spread my wings, just to get out my brain

I've been counting my days, I just wanna feel safe

All my brothers that done lost they life

For they lost souls, best believe I'd up that fye

I cannot show any tears that I should cry

I'm always on go, Adderall determines my life

Honestly I don't know how much time I have, been tryna make the wrongs right

Possibly gon' do this shit until god says its my time

I just hope they see that I struggle to pick the right side

But that's alongside, unable to sleep at night

I know you'll return when I make it

That'll confirm what I've stated

I don't know what my fate is

Only know that when I'm breaking

I don't get it, why these demons hate me

I admit it, life been gettin' hazy

Everyday I'm waking up, feels like the same thing

But still I'm headed towards the money for the taking