Purging . Lyrics

Purging, urging to have space

Please, like i did before

I don't wanna close the doors with you

Feeling every little thing, cause the little things matter to you

I don't mind the purging

Urges, I'm feeling worthless

I don't know where my heart is

Is it with you, can I have it back?

Never mind the less of it all

Never mind the hex you put on me

Is it for the better, you'd be gone?

Is it for the less of me to fall back into sin?

And yet again I'd still be your friend

Cause' i don't mind the purges, as long as you feel you're worth it again

Again and again

I still sit, thinking we're okay

I don't feel the pain, I don't feel alive

Tryna find Christ

Little boy inside, screaming for his life

Trapped inside a mind, programed by lies

Youth, your not alone

Fighting demons that are not your own

Family trauma you ain't asked for, now it's only you on your floor

Feeling like the high is your temple to run to

But trust me your Father wants you

(And somehow that shielded him, and unionized him)

(Against the distinction in his family)

(So it's always worth remembering that in middle of all the bad news)

(that there are some remarkable and resilient, children and adults)