potions for emotions. (introduction) Lyrics

I just cannot decide if I really want this

Is it better now that you're gone?

I always thought I knew all of the answers

But now

My reality feels so wrong.

I could really pluck on my guitar strings

For some time

While I wait for the phone to ring

I'm wrong

I don't think that I will end up happy

But I'm strong and I know that I can fucking handle it.

Pain it only hurts for a little bit

And I've been feeling the same since I was a little kid

These things that I feel within me

Yeah they seem continuous

And I got some potions for emotions

But it doesn't help I'm pourin' em

And it doesn't help the pain when I'm alone

I wish that I knew that I could call home

And I feel like I'm so alone

And I wish that I could call you up

And say hey baby wanna pour it up?

We'll go out on the town baby

We could run it up!

I got nothing for you here

Baby other than some love

And some drugs I rolled up

we should go and light it up!

Do you wanna light it up?

And get high yeah let's get high as fuck!

So high from the blunt that I need to sober up

I should really slow down but I take another puff!

Pain it only hurts sometimes

Yeah but the pain it only hurts sometimes

Pain it only hurts sometimes.