Feel The Sunshine Lyrics

Wake up and feel like shit, I couldn't tell you what the hell I did last night

I was standing on a bridge, contemplating if I should jump in

Self-loathing, acting like a bitch, can't ever stop my mind from this

Get high, time and time again, will I ever stop this train of sin

I just wanna feel the sunshine

I just wanna fucking feel right

I just wanna fucking be like everyone else in this world

I just wanna feel the sunshine

I don't wanna be a weird guy

But I can't help being like nobody else in this world

through the smoking dope and drink, day-old pizza in dirty sheets

I will sit in bed all day, talk to myself and waste away

Forget my hopes and dreams, I'm a creature of this cave

Even if I want to change, I've gotta love my lazy ways

Cause I'm a depressed, anti-social, extrovert

Contradicting myself through my words

Tell me doc, what do I need

Cause I don't wanna feel this way

I just wanna feel the sunshine

I just wanna fucking feel right

I just wanna fucking be like everyone else in this world

I just wanna feel the sunshine

I don't wanna be a weird guy

But I can't help being like nobody else in this world

I gotta let myself accept me

I gotta put it all behind

Cause I know you can't love me if I can't love myself tonight

I gotta let myself accept me

I gotta put it all behind

Cause I know you can't love me if I can't love myself tonight

So I will try to leave my hate behind

And I will try to love my selfish ways

Cause I know that love is hard to find

If you can't love yourself today