Apostasy Living Lyrics

Man, I had these visions and dreams, but the only thing I was missing was, it was all about

me, not all about God

See, apostasy living is when you're in church, you're doing business as usual, you don't

know that everything you're doing is just a tradition made up by men and that it's wrong

You're never going to come out of apostasy, God has to literally grab us

This my story, yeah, living my dreams, not worried about nothing, life is good, not tripping

Head in the clouds, music is loud, but this could be over in an instant

Feeling myself, ego huge, feeling like I'm that dude, ain't no me and you, it's me, myself and I

Man, look at my pride, see, being in the church seems like work, but I grew up in it, so I

made it look easy

Meanwhile, I'm living greasy, enemies deceive me, but nobody else know

On Sunday I'm the man, but I feel so cold, everybody hyping me up

Yo, heads in the clouds, I'm stuck

When I started preaching, I just thought it was about saving the lost, but I was lost

Never took time to stand back, count the cost

Soon I would hit rock bottom, knowing God was nowhere in me

Nothing but envy, lust, pride and ego

God called my number, that was a bingo, sheesh

God put me flat on my back

Then and only then was I able to ask Lord, what must I do to be saved

It don't matter how much you go to church, how much money you give, if you don't have

proof of a real relationship with Christ, man

Yo, rock bottom, face down, everybody wondering what I'm going to do now

Hear me out, God had to show me I was nothing, but everything I'm not, Christ is

That's something, yo

Sleeping on my mama couch, waiting on God to bail me out

First he had to knock the pride out me, yet he helped me out

When in doubt, give God the praise

When you can't see, trust his ways

I was in a maze, devil had me in a daze, but glory to God who came to save

Yo, save sinners made many mistakes, but that won't prevent us from rising up, conquering

hills

Difference is, it's his will

Came out of apostasy for real

Jesus has healed what man kills

His sovereign will eclipses what the devil deals

In the end, apostasy living can get you drilled, but the love of God trumps man's will

Last thing, if you ever blew it, Jesus came to save you, if you only knew it, yeah

It's my story, man

How God saved me

From thinking I know, to knowing I know

It's time we hit the reset button, y'all

We gotta hit the reset button on what and who we think the church is

We've been getting it wrong, but God can show us the way if we surrender, yeah

His word tells all

Peace, yeah, yeah

Peace