WIDE AWAKE Lyrics

I was alone

3am and wide awake in my bed

I could hardly breathe

I was in my head

I was afraid

That maybe something that I said that day

Could be the end of it all for me

I was in my head

I feel I've lost my hope

This fear is getting old

I was in my way

It was something I said

I just wanna grow and let go

Of these ghosts

That have been keeping me awake

In my bed

Keeping me awake

Lately I'm blaming

When I should be changing my heart and my mind

I try to erase but I can't replace

These memories of you

And I

Most of it all will crumble and fall

But not these memories

We'll wither away but nothing can change

These memories of you

And I

I was in my way

It was something I said

I just wanna grow and let go

Of these ghosts

That have been keeping me awake

In my bed

Keeping me awake

And I know the things I say

Will come with a price that I must pay

Despite all of the scars I hope you'll stay

And let me prove myself

I've been digging deep inside

To forgive my inner child who's lost his light

Because of you I've found the strength to fight

You helped me find myself

I was in my way

It was something I said

I just wanna grow and let go

Of these ghosts

That have been keeping me awake

In my bed

Keeping me awake

I'll the take the fall for my faults

And we'll find ourselves in harmony

So I can let go of these ghosts

That have been keeping me awake

In my bed

Keeping me awake

I was in my way