See-through Lyrics

It's been a crazy day

I'll be in bed today

I'm gon' take shots all day

I hope it'll fade away

I wasn't looking for these secrets, they just came to me

And they contradicted everything that y'all claimed to be

You say it's different, but they all just look the same to me

I don't think the way you do, this isn't a game to me

You made me look like the villain and put the blame on me

You played these games with me, bet you're ashamed of me

But I don't care right now because you look afraid of me

And that's a good thing or else you'd have had your way with me

So now just back off, I need you to stay away from me

You played these games with me and almost had your way with me

Now I need to beat that

I've got a demon and I just need to defeat that

There's all this pressure and my mind needs to be intact

I'm sensing death nearby and I might need to cheat that

I want these memories gone, I don't need to think back

I don't want vengeance, I just want to get my bit back

I can't think straight right now so don't tell me to sit back

And relax, 'cause I can't even do that

No, I can't even do that

I just realized that I can't even do that

I'm drinking and I'm driving and I stopped being law-abiding and I think I'm just gon' ride with it and probably gonna die with her, wait

I think I'm seeing things

I'm seeing pretty things

I'm seeing lil things

I'm seeing pretty lil things

It's just too perfect so I don't think it's a real thing

I've been so numb lately, I didn't think I could feel things

Now I think I'm going mad

I'm not depressed, just kinda sad

I know there's some people who need everything I ever had

I'm gon' make donations, that's the only thing that'll make me glad

Dealing with these demons while I'm demonstrating dying hard

I can hear a person screaming "This man needs an ambulance"

Seeing Satan smiling at me, I think it's another trance

Looking up to Heaven, praying He gives me another chance

'Cause I can see her clearly mouthing the words "Do you wanna dance?"