To Hate Lyrics

Feelings of worthlessness

Harbour in my mind

Harbour in my mind

Trying to get this shit

That's poisoning my blood

To get out through the sweat

Like you'd throw out a sick guest

Please get out of here

Oh please get out of here

Can anybody tell me

What these hands were made for

I'm casting this old light

In a new direction to see

If it can

Through any lens it crosses

Bring back

Something

That I can be proud of

Can anybody tell me

What these hands were made for

I'm casting this old light

In a new direction to see

If it can

Through any lens it crosses

Bring back

Something

That I can be proud of

They say that self worth

Can only be found inside yourself

But what if they're wrong

What if they are wrong

Because

Supposedly if it was here

I should have found it by now

I should have found it by now

It cannot be buried that deep

And all that self pity

All this moaning

How does it serve me

What purpose does it have

Expect writing some boring lyrics

And nurturing this cycle of stupid thoughts

Why does it feel

So good to hate

I guess I should be happy

I guess I should

I should stop complaining

I have it better

Much better than some

But in the end

Every time I take a step back

All I can see is a shameful set of bones

That cannot

Get out

Of bed

Maybe I should ask myself

What kind of worth I'd like to feel

Why should I be more than anyone else

Sometimes I take comfort knowing that all of this will end

Not because I want to die

But because it means that someday, whatever good or bad I've done

Won't matter anymore

And I breath the air

And I start feeling better

And I breath the air

And I start feeling better

From now on I'm gonna scream

In every mic I can find

From now on I'm gonna scream

In every microphone

I can get my hands on

If I can't love myself

Well that's ok

And if I can't do much

That's ok too

Cause maybe I can love you

And maybe you could love me

And maybe that's enough

To turn this absurd body

Into something

That makes sense

Into something

I can live with