borderline Lyrics

I play the fast songs

When I'm sober

But the sad songs

Pull me closer

I won't last long

It's gettin colder

I'm gettin older

God take back your soldier

Won't last long, last call

Drown it in the alcohol

PTSD, BPD, OCD

Need an adderall

Pills can't take the pain away

When you're a different person everyday

Borderline

I'll take you to the borderline

Show you the monsters

You heard about in story time

No comin back once I

Show you my dark side

Heart attack

This shit ain't part time

I don't need to feel good

I just wanna feel okay

Lookin in the mirror

Make me look the other way

Pull my hair down to

Cover up my putrid face

The old me inside my mouth

I can't stand the taste

I play the fast songs

When I'm sober

But the sad songs

Pull me closer

I won't last long

It's gettin colder

I'm gettin older

God take back your soldier

Borderline (oh)

Out of time (oh)

Found me curled up on the floor

Blood in my eyes

I'll never know (oh)

Who I am (oh)

A lifelong mystery

I'm the boogeyman

I was supposed to die young

But God pulled me out from under

I was supposed to die young

Begin my eternal slumber