I'm Not Sure Lyrics

I don't mind dumpster diving there for today

Well I don't need your help to keep my demons at bay

And I never cared much for your prayers anyway

Your one-sided opinions ever made me feel safe.

I can hear the soldiers' wives praying bless the USA

They're praying down their college loans every morning every day

The boys are huffing garbage bags of Grandma's hairspray

They say they all have faith in Jesus Christ but trust in their IRA.

I'm not sure anymore

What's in store

And I'm not sure that you have the answer either

Well everyone wishes they were someone else sometimes

Unless you're perfect where you are and no one seems to mind

But everyone is empty like the old stone church it seems

And anyone can be anything in someone else's dreams

Well my heart is a Judas hoping there is no hell

Who's dropping all his silver coins in empty wishing wells

Well everyone has their point

Point of no return

Some are born and will die there and some will never learn

I'm not sure anymore

What's in store

And I'm not sure that you can convince me any different

Well I hear wedding bells a ringing in the backseat of my mind

I see a funeral procession with no end in sight

A baby's born

A soldier dies

Sex for the first time

Everyone north of the tracks is looking just fine

I found the holy ghost hiding out in the wine I drank last night

She said things are lately looking up and everything's all right

Well I said it must be difficult to hide out all your life

And she said she's getting used to it

She doesn't really mind

I'm not sure anymore

What's in store

And I'm growing to be okay with that

And I'm growing to be okay with that

And I'm growing to be okay with that

At least that's what I told myself