Ecstasis (Extended Version) Lyrics

Another weekend in taxis

Ecstasis and no sleep

My body still trying to catch up

With the speed of my mind

The thoughts keep rushing by

So I make myself think less

With a little more substance

Wanna forget who I am

And where I came from

Forget about you, forget us

Forget our bleak outcome

I hang with some boys in clubs you've never been in

'Cause sometimes the antidote is just a different kind of poison

And where do I go when the party is over?

Going hour 42 and almost feeling sober

Yet not quite enough to not long for your touch

But how many more times

Can I try to make this last?

Baby

I am lost in a state of chemical reverie

So make me

The scapegoat for every awful thing you ever said to me

And now I can't see what's in front of me

So I just look back without regret

And tomorrow sure as morning comes

You'll find me in somebody else's -

And the night's fading fast

As I chase a fading past

With every fleeting connection

Could've been one to last

You wanna tell me who I am

And how fast I should go

Wanna dictate my rhythm

But it's four on the floor

I wake up in a haze with a stranger by my side

As the second morning breaks

Just another wild ride

It could've all been different if you just had stepped up

But what do you expect from a man who cannot even love?

And where do I go when the party is over?

Going hour 42 and I'm still too sober

To deal with this

To get over your kiss

To let you be someone I could never miss

Baby

I am lost in a state of chemical reverie

So make me

The scapegoat for every awful thing you ever said to me

And now I can't see what's in front of me

So I just look back without regret

And tomorrow sure as morning comes

You'll find me in somebody else's bed