Cyclical Lyrics

It feels like I'm stuck in a cycle, and I don't like it

Lost my footing on the pedals so it's kinda hard to bike

All these thoughts on repeat they telling me to end my life

It feels like it's cyclical man I'm just tryna survive and

I'm wiping my tears with the T-shirt you gave me

I been feeling out my mind, you caught me going crazy

Off it right now, I'm not lazy but I can't see straight, see

Didn't use to be strangers but now you treat me strangely

Staring down the barrel I know there's one in the chamber

Keep messing up, starting to think this part of my nature

Miss daily kisses, cuddles, but I put you behind the paper

If I could do it over I'd never put you in danger

If I could do it all over again I'd do it right

Miss waking up, seeing your smile, how you held my hand so tight

And how you curled up next to me, and held me late at night

I don't know what's wrong with me, why we had those fights

I got it on the tip of my tongue, but it's out of sight

I guess that we're young and I'm dumb, never been too bright

It's for the better that we're not together, you deserve more from life

But I'll keep writing these songs so my love for you is immortalized

My heart been broken, it's bleeding, need to be cauterized

I got loose screws in my head, might get institutionalized

I been feeling out my head, just wanna feel alright

I been trying my best to do better but it's out of spite

I been stuck in a cycle, I'm not talking bout a bike

I got holes, in my soul, maybe I need to see a psych

Victor Vance, on my own, I got caught up in the vice

These hoes wanna get up in my pants but they do not suffice

Lot of options, they all look boring, chicken and rice

I'd rather test my luck, get more thrill from rolling the dice

Tick a lot of boxes, if the shoe fits I guess it applies

Something really wrong with me don't know why they ask for advice

Got my head under the water, like I been baptized

Kinda hope that I haunt you, like a poltergeist

Tryna explain how I feel it's hard to be concise

Don't see anybody else who's worth it

Cause you're perfect in my eyes