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I lost track of the goal

I done lost control

Don't know where to go

Lost the ones who kept me close

Now I live my life alone

It's so hard to leave my room

Barely eating, barely sleeping

What has my life come to?

Turning 23, need to get my act together

Say that I got time, what if I cut it short right now?

Promises to keep you happy, but I went and just upset her

Oh my god, I'm such a mess, I wish that I could love you better

I think I need the time away

Is it really for the best?

I think I'm too late to save

Demons in my head

I done took the time away

Why do I still feel regret?

I'm envisioning my dying day

This might be the end

I progress, you're not here with me

Your face front row, now it feels empty

I'm sorry things end up this way

You were my light, you were my happy

I can't show you at my weakest

Suppressed emotions, I fell deeper

It got hard to help myself

It hurts so much, I took a breather

Don't have many interests

Nothing ever really went my way

Watching all my friends succeed

While my mental health slowly decayed

Try to find my purpose

Stead' I found more ways to fade away

Maybe should've listened

Maybe then they would be proud of me

I think I need the time away

Is it really for the best?

I think I'm too late to save

Demons in my head

I done took the time away

Why do I still feel regret?

I'm envisioning my dying day

This might be the end