Fishing Lyrics

Woke up in the middle of the ocean

Lungs feel sore and my chest feels tight

Yeah

Been feeling like I'm going through the motions

Body's waterlogged and I'm too scared to go outside

And I'm too scared to talk

I'll just tell them that my hands are tied

And they'll let me off

Tell them everything will be alright

No reason to stalk

But I'm stuck inside my bed and I can barely even walk

(Wake up)

I've been staring at the ceiling just blinking

Letting every single negative emotion just sink in

Always feelin like I'll throw up off whatever I'm drinking

It's got me going fucking crazy in the middle of the night

I'm thinking

Why

Do I terrorize myself with all these

Lies

Firing flares but they can never see the

Light

Fuck the odds I'm always down to roll the dice

But I always seem to run when I'm having to pay the price

Pathological so I tell myself I'm

Fine

Even when the truth is right in front of my eyes

A painful feeling lingering everyday I try to fight

But there's no point in trying when It's all just

Yea

When it's all just wasted life

Every single day and every night

It's all just wasted life

When It's all just wasted life

Every single day bleeds into the same

The only way out is to poison my brain

So pull up every screen and close every escape

And hook that fucking dopamine straight in my veins