it starts again Lyrics

The feeling it stops and it starts again

The silence it breaks and then…it's quiet

With my pulse in my ears and my teeth sweating bullets

I am dragging my feet, I don't know if I can do it

Again

Then it starts again

My breathing it stops and it starts again

And my heartbeat it drops and then it quickens

As I watch myself walk to my sacrament place

And my hands they perform their familiar mistakes

Again

Then it starts again

And I don't really know what I'm doing

And I don't think I ever did

All these thoughts in my head are so stupid

Wish that I could start all of this

Again

Then it starts again

My stomach it turns and turns again

The coals in your eyes ignite and they're burning

As you lie next to me, begging me to just start

But I'm falling asleep as I'm falling apart again

Then it starts again

And I've never quite known what I'm doing

And I don't think I ever will

I'm so damn tired of being so stupid

Wish that I could start all of this

Again

Again

Again

Then it starts again