Carlos Lyrics

Days gone by, your hands on my neck

Nights have flown by, I still get no rest

Anxiety attacks, heart beating out of chest

Can't believe you were once my best friend

Fantasize about murdering you

Killing you by journaling you

Im always gonna be resurfacing you

Till i wanna start just choking you to

The drugs I'm abusing

people that I'm using

Love is a amusing

Cause I'm only human

Accusing you of losing

Victims of your choosing

Shit is so confsuing

Don't know what we doing

I'm sensitive, I feel it all, every year and scar

A life shadow and pain, you know I can't go to far

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

I'm Staring at him

Staring at me

Thinking about

All of its beauty

Death taught me lessons that were new to me

Than got contacted personally

I understand the lessons he infused

I understand I'm good without booze

I understand we don't have a truce

I understand how I should move

I'm thanking death everyday

For helping me heal

I'm thanking death everyday

For helping me just grow

Got help one day

yall don't even know

yall don't even know

Cause some of my problems I had to solve em

By getting rid of some of yall

Y'all ain't finna make me fall

I ain't gonna try to call

Y'all ain't gonna make me brawl

The beauty of death is breath taking

I only used to beg my knees aching

Cut people off they kept waiting

They don't understand but they hating

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me

Choke the whisper out of me