Withdraws Lyrics

OK

It’s ok yeah baby its ok

I’ve been going through withdraws

Said I been going through withdraws

Percocet’s and sex the perfect mesh

OD on both cause of stress full of regrets

Days getting shorter I’m tryna protect a check

Can’t sleep at night nightmares posing a threat

Failure tryna forget success I’m tryna get

They say my flow is a gift I’m feeling like this is it

Rhymes coming less often feel like I’m falling

Thought this was my calling

The connection I’m feeling lost in got me up every minute

Crafting the perfect sentence

Hoping people will listen nobody pays attention

So I fall in my addiction pussy pills and instra- mentals crowding my mental

Ether is what my pen seals

Getting harder to release it thinking’s at a standstill

Creativity escapes me dreams I’m tryna fulfill

Beats I know that I kill

No one gives a fuck for real

Reality my chance is nil

Fuck it I go hard still

Feeling depressed when I let the D press in

And then the stress ends soon as pills kick in

When she screams my name fell like it cures life pain

Passion runs through my veins I want the fortune and fame

I know in my heart I’m a pro at this game

All these thoughts in my brain got me going insane

Tryna maintain end results is the same

Cold sweats kicking in I’m relapsing again shit

I’ve been going through withdraws

I’ve been tryna get it all

Dreaming that one day I ball

Dreaming that one day yeah, dreaming that one day yeah

I’ve been going through withdraws

Dreaming that one day I ball

Popping on them PMs

I aint talking Tylenol oh God

I’ve been going through withdraws

I’ve been tryna get it all

Dreaming that one day I ball

Dreaming that one day yeah, dreaming that one day yeah

I’ve been going through withdraws

Dreaming that one day I ball

Popping on them PMs

I aint talking Tylenol oh God

Right now I want it all

Can’t take another loss facing the fall

Pain killers got a nigga bout to doze off

Then she gives me motivation to stand tall

But soon as my vices ware off I withdraw

Niggas aint got no substance they flow boring

Lift up my shirt scars will tell you my life story

No more please need morphine to sore me to stars

Keeps me level headed

As I level head in her soft cheeks

Fuck me till the anxiety fades

Few pills a day it’ll take the stress away

Perfect escape as I lay with bae

Cause it seems like every day I’m buggin in every way

Look I’ve been having nervous breakdowns like are these niggas that much better than me

Shit am I really gonna be on TV

Can I really get my family up out of these streets

Make sure my kids get whatever they dream

Can I accomplish this just from speaking on beats

My fatal attraction this pen

I’m spazzing at it again

Yall laughing at an addict after classics

Tragic’s his gift to spit automatic

Cinematic songs I can script

But shit ignorance the only way you’ll listen

And my time to make it is warring thin

My money to spend is slim I’m losing myself again damn

I’ve been going through withdraws

I’ve been tryna get it all

Dreaming that one day I ball

Dreaming that one day yeah, dreaming that one day yeah

I’ve been going through withdraws

Dreaming that one day I ball

Popping on them PMs

I aint talking Tylenol oh God

I’ve been going through withdraws

I’ve been tryna get it all

Dreaming that one day I ball

Dreaming that one day yeah, dreaming that one day yeah

I’ve been going through withdraws

Dreaming that one day I ball

Popping on them PMs

I aint talking Tylenol oh God