Windy Gap Lyrics

She said she wants two kids, one girl one boy

But please god not two girls in the burbs

They're kind of the worst

I nod along and it's 2010 again in the basement

Talking about the boys they kissed and what they want to do to them

And I pretend

It's been hours

And I'm getting cold sitting on the side of this hill

You asked "do you have the answer now?"

You said "I feel it. Found it an hour ago"

I'm in North Carolina

Feeling like I'm

On the outside of this circle

Praying, praying they'd let me in

I'm chasing a thought and I'm chasing it down

It's getting clearer but I'm on shaky ground

How could something so seemingly lovely

Make me feel like I can't breathe

I'm chasing a thought and I'm chasing it down

It's getting clearer but I'm on shaky ground

How could something so seemingly lovely

Make me feel like I can't breathe

I'm not a bad person

And there are things I'll never understand

I promise I'm listening

I'm just not there yet

I wanted to feel it

Not sure I need it

And I'll love them even if they can't see

It's taken me years to believe

I'm fine as I am